Your words spill out,
and swim around.
Waiting for an open gate
to take me to your garden place.
Lover of mine
Of sweetness
Of kindness
Sing me to sleep
My troubled Darling.
Sing without words
That prick in my skin.
Sing without sounds
That make my head spin.
Separate the in betweens
Separate the words you speak
Spell them out with your tongue-
Before I lose your Love.
Come back to me,
Now that you have figured I am the best you will ever have.
I was there for a long time.
You overlooked the fact that I would have done anything for you.
I’m sorry,
But I don’t feel the same.
I haven’t for a while now.
I’m not sure if my feelings before were just out of loneliness, or if I just knew how to charm you into a place where I wanted you.
I always had you hooked… Even when you were with those other women.
I always had a hold on you.
But I don’t want you anymore.
I really don’t.
Now that you want me, now that you’d be willing to drop everything and be with me, I don’t want you.
I have something better than you,
And I’d like to keep it that way.
Love is life.
and that look in your eyes won’t last…
Soon we will find another-
Soon we will love another-
Dreaming of you my lover…
I still need a heart to hold.
Cradling what is left of you,
Boiling over my hands…
I just want to give in,
While my memory exhales.
I want to fold over,
Into you…
The leaves are turning yellow,
Golden stars fall from the trees.
I can’t breathe during the winter,
Because it is the season…
You left me.
The way you think
The way you work
The way you drink…
Everything is art.
Like its killing me.
Because you don’t know
We’re in the same city.
Puffing cigars.


